There's a feeling of relief that final exams are over but at the same time, I am very disappointed with how I think I did. Usually, whenever I exit an exam room I'd always feel like I could've done much much better.

But this time, the feeling was different and not in a good way. I went out from two of my exams and went, 'Fuck, I screwed that one up.'

I did well during the midterms, hopefully that would lift up my scores and give me that passing grade that I need.

I feel so dumb. I'm becoming an airhead all of a sudden.

* after ordering grilled scallop

Friend: How was it?

Me: Uhhh, that was so good!

Friend: Yeah?

Me: It tasted like it was grilled.

Friend: Of course, it's grilled scallop -__-

Early Resolution: Aim High, it will take you places.


got nothing better to do

I need about $2000 by mid-January and I need to pay someone about $2000 by the end of this month. How I wish money is coming out of my ass right now.

EDIT, the money is for my holiday before school starts. Apparently, it wont be happening anymore. Damn it. Gusto ko ng maglaslas!! :/

Damn it again, it's raining.

/ depress-depressan mode