That Fat Kid

too much caffeine

2008-12-04T21:53:00.000-08:00

What's worse? Lack of sleep or Too much sleep...?

bangs kung bangs!! HA HA

a disco lemonade

2008-12-02T22:58:00.000-08:00

Few things that I want to share

1. Me is going to Melbourne.

Already bought the ticket but I'm actually not that excited about it. I actually don't even want to go. I've been browsing around for hotels and a week stay would cost me around $1000.

I don't mind spending that much on hotel rooms, in fact, I would love to stay on a really nice one. I'm not one of those that goes on a holiday and because "we're only gonna sleep there anyway, lets just stay in that cheap ass hotel that charges $1 a night" and you have to share the bed with 50 other people .. but right now, $1000 for a week stay is such a waste of money.

but if anyone from Melbourne with a place who's willing to let me stay for a week in February.. ha ha.

2. It's Christmas soon...

... and honestly, I'm not feeling it AT ALL! I don't like being here on Christmas. Celebrating Christmas here is just like celebrating a lame holiday. There's nothing special to it at all.

Gusto kong magsimbang gabi kahit hindi ako relihiyoso! Tska, gusto ko may umiimbita sakin na kumain sa bahay nila haha. Gusto ko ring mag-watusi. Wala dito ehhh. Ilang taon na ko nagpapasko dito, tinutulugan ko lang. Hmp!

3. I watched Alice and Wonderland the other night.

Cant wait for Tim Burton's adaptation of it! It's going to be one of the coolest films everrrr,............... hopefully.

I can't believe how much drug references are on that film. Ha ha. I remember watching it as a kid and thinking about how cool the characters were but never really thought how screwed up they are. I mean, a caterpillar smoking a hookah. Alice wouldn't hesitate drinking or eating something that says 'Eat Me/Drink Me' or like when the caterpillar told her to eat two sides of the mushroom, she did!! ha ha...

Remember kids, say no to drugs or to talking caterpillars.

Makes me want to go back into being an innocent kid so I wouldn't question Cookie Monsters addiction and would just think that maybe he just really really really likes cookies. =)

4. I love this song.

I've been downloading a lot of 90's songs lately and it's quite nostalgic listening to them. I mean, I used to hate this song by '4 Non Blondes', coz it's on everyones (i was about to type iPod) cassette tape player... and just about every drunk person would sing along to it.

Now I find myself singing along to it... and I'm not even drunk.

5. I'm gonna get myself a Nintendo DS Light. hehe.

EDIT
6. I passed all my subjects for 2nd semester!!!!!!!

I was really worried because I did so horrible on my finals.. and I was so sure that I will fail one. Shockingly, I passed it all and I even got one Distinction!!!! Yayayayayayayaya!

the most smartest

2008-11-25T02:27:00.001-08:00

There's a feeling of relief that final exams are over but at the same time, I am very disappointed with how I think I did. Usually, whenever I exit an exam room I'd always feel like I could've done much much better.

But this time, the feeling was different and not in a good way. I went out from two of my exams and went, 'Fuck, I screwed that one up.'

I did well during the midterms, hopefully that would lift up my scores and give me that passing grade that I need.

I feel so dumb. I'm becoming an airhead all of a sudden.

* after ordering grilled scallop

Friend: How was it?

Me: Uhhh, that was so good!

Friend: Yeah?

Me: It tasted like it was grilled.

Friend: Of course, it's grilled scallop -__-

Early Resolution: Aim High, it will take you places.

got nothing better to do

I need about $2000 by mid-January and I need to pay someone about $2000 by the end of this month. How I wish money is coming out of my ass right now.

EDIT, the money is for my holiday before school starts. Apparently, it wont be happening anymore. Damn it. Gusto ko ng maglaslas!! :/

Damn it again, it's raining.

/ depress-depressan mode

time for a change

2008-11-04T09:10:00.000-08:00

I cannot believe the Bush era is over. I can't wait to see who takes over. I'm not American and all but the US does have such a huge impact in the world so I'm just as excited/frightened as they are. Obama for me, just keeps saying stuff that Amerian citizens wants to hear. "It's time for a change, it's time for a change .... it's time for a fucking change".

Err... yea we got you.

Of course that's essential to any campaigns but I've heard that before from Kevin Rudd and I got lured into it and voted for him and now, I'm still waiting for him to actually do something. I fear Obama would be the same: all talk no show. If he can commit to his promises of change, then he's good in my book.

With McCain, I think that he would be George Bush all over again. And what was he thinking picking Sarah Palin as his VP? Picture this, if McCain wins and dies (because of old age or assasination) then PALIN WILL BE THE FUCKING PRESIDENT! Scary thought right there!~ And if he loses, I have this funny thought that Palin will keep milking her fifteen minutes of fame by going on 'Dancing with the Stars'. Ha ha ha.

Politics.... ugh, i know.

Anywhooo, I thought I wouldn't be doing anything on Halloween because I promised myself that I would be devoting my next few weeks to studying for the finals. Then~ i got invited to this party.

Damn you temptation!!

We got to walk around nightclubs and it's really fun to see how creative people got with their costumes. Some people were there to impress and some just to get a few laughs, while most girls had on a sexy version of a uniform of some sort.

What are you? ~I'm a sexy cop
What are you? ~I'm a sexy nurse
What are you? ~I'm a sexy teacher

DUHHH!

The list goes on but hey, I aint complaining.

I didn't have enough time to prepare a costume so I just went as my sexy self. HA HA. O K then~

It's time for a change.

That's right~ I had a haircut but I do miss having long hair na abot hanggang Mindanao. Ha ha

i don't understand

2008-10-28T09:05:00.000-07:00

今日は暑いですね。水をたくさん飲みました。

再来週テストがあるから、たくさん勉強しなくちゃいけません。

-_-

何か食べたい!

* saw a friend on the bus stop

Me: How did you go in the exam?

Friend: FUCK!!

Funny enough, I have the same response.

its flat on one side

2008-10-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

Just want to post these pictures to remind myself that, yes, I do have a social life.

it looks like i'm gonna throw up =)

the pimp and his hoes,.. hahah no, not really.

pardon my face, i tend to look like that when i had a few drinks.
As I was saying, finals are in a couple of weeks and we all know how exams sucks the social life out of you. I am so looking forward to hours of highlighting words I probably wont even remember.

Bring it on.

Blah, it's so hard to express sarcasm on the net.

* In a public toilet

Em: Nat, is that you?

Me: Yea,.. I'm peeing.

Em: Oh my god me too.

Me: That's so cool.

Em: I can't believe we're peeing together.

Me: Ha ha ha -__-

here's our view, taken just a few minutes after sunset. very beautiful!
That was a couple of nights ago and a very interesting one I must say. Met some very interesting people, this one girl in particular. She was so drunk that we have to carry her all the way to the taxi queue. Saw her again on campus the other day but didn't say hi as I was in a hurry to get to class. -_-

She told me she used to study in Lasalle and how she'd like to spend Christmas in Manila coz it's so lively over there during the holidays. I couldn't agree with her more. Makes me want to spend the holidays over there, but unfortunately I can't. Gusto ko pa namang umamoy ng watusi. Oh well.

I am planning a trip somewhere before school starts... need to save money. =)

will tell story later

2008-10-20T04:55:00.000-07:00

Never realized how hard it is to take a proper outfit picture. Man, it takes a lot of skill. How do they do it? Haha.

parang natutulog lang?

I passed my exams. 31/50 and 40/50. Wuttup?
I passed my first essay. I got 75%. Wuttup?

Final exams soon. Kill me.

i lost myself

2008-10-07T10:23:00.000-07:00

Date & Time: October 8, Wednesday - 3:26am

Due Date: October 8, Wednesday - 3:00pm

Words Needed: 2500

Word Count So Far: 900

Condition: Dead........ :/

all night long for me

2008-09-18T07:45:00.000-07:00

It's been a while... just been busy with school and all. I have an exam coming up, on a freakin Saturday. Seriously, who goes to school on a weekend?!! On top of that, I have two essays due this coming week which I have not started yet. So lately, I've been spending money on junk food so that I don't fall dead from the excitement of 24 hour studying. And I haven't been cleaning my bed and i've also been spreading uncomfortable junks like pins or anything sharp just to remind myself that sleep is an outlandish idea.

I'm so tired of complaining about school so I will stop there.

In other news, I've been invited by a friend to go to this party at the end of this semester. It's going to be held on a ship, boat... whatever you want to call it. I'm not really keen on going. First of, I don't really know most of the people that's going to be there... I know a few but I heard there will be about more than 300 people or so. Second, it's going to be on a ship... meaning I won't be able to escape or run home once the awkwardness of not knowing anyone starts to creep in. I can just imagine myself standing in a middle of a crowd desperate to see a familiar face.

The fact that we're going to be metres away from land worries me. I can't swim. It's the same thing with me not wanting to ride a plane coz I can't fly. The good thing about it though is all the free food, the nice scenery, free booze, fresh air, free food, free booze. But who would want to indulge in all that shit when you're in a frickin moving ship? You'd be throwing chunks everywhere.

Will you attend this event?
YES / NO / MAYBE

Right now,.. maybe.

there's something going on

2008-08-27T22:16:00.000-07:00

Start Rant//

I'm so pissed. I didn't get to go to school today coz I overslept and the stupid alarm clock didn't work. And the class that I was supposed to be in is a compulsory one, meaning students must have 80% attendance or they'll fail. Ever since this semester started I already missed three classes, including this one. So you do the math.

This is so frustrating. Why am I being punished?

On a lighter note, I've been wearing a lot of black clothing lately. I'm pretty sure I'm not turning emo or anything like that. Maybe I should dye my hair light brown, just to bring some colour to my life. :/

//End Rant

it cannot wait

2008-07-25T03:55:00.000-07:00

So I just turned hella old a couple of weeks ago and I don't feel any less different. I guess that's a good thing... the bad thing is that I'm broke.

Oh look, you can see my bowlcut in the monitor haha
While the rest of the country is getting their latest and overhyped/overpriced iPhone, I went ahead and picked this beauty up. It's a Toshiba Satellite U400. I figured I needed a replacement to my deceased one since school will be starting soon. It's very light with a 13" screen and looks very convenient enough to take around anywhere.

I don't feel like using it yet, it looks like a fragile newlyborn. I don't even want to touch it. I get sensitive over new gadgets like this so I tend to wait a couple of weeks before I actually get comfortable with it. I just gave it a test drive and installed what needed to be installed and back to the box it went.

Not really looking forward to Vista

Reminder to self--
Get a job so won't feel guilty purchasing something cannot afford!

i wonder what happens next

2008-07-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

So, I'm blogging again.

I really don't know how to start this thing off. I'm not the kind who pinpoint everything that I did on a certain day nor am I the kind who shares my opinion about how screwed up the society has become. So many things I'd like to share but can't because this isn't entirely private. I mean, this is the internet.

I have nothing to blog about but I'm in front of the computer and I don't want to go through all that 10803840 spam emails telling me how I need penis enlargements. Right, I'd just use it to vent out my frustrations about life. I'm pretty good at that.

Let's start off with school. I just got my grades today and pretty stoked that I passed mostly all my subjects considering I did horrible on the final exams. There's one grade I'm still waiting for before I get an official GPA. It's currently about a 4 but I'm pretty sure it will plummet down to a 3 or even a 2 once this last subject is added up.

Though I'm pretty positive that I passed, I still seriously really really need to do better next semester-- that or I have to keep convincing myself that companies look for experience NOT grades. Though I also lack in experience.

Words of encouragement: Stop being a parasite and get a job!
Oh yes, I'm turning a year older in a couple of days and I'm not looking forward to it. I hate getting old, seriously. I stuffed up so much and wasted so much time doing nothing and I feel like I don't have much time left to make up for all of that. Yes, I've been saying this year after year and it's getting pretty old, just like me. HA!

Aaaahhh, Judy-Ann Santos! Why is my life so parallel to your on-screen MaraClara-esque life?!!!

So yeah, I'm blogging again.

testing onetwothre

2008-06-14T08:29:00.001-07:00

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OK.